Really sorry!

I'm really sorry for the lack of posts and dedication to my blog over the past month. I will be posting a lot more regularly very soon and with a lot more info on what's going on. I have a lot going on in my head at the moment though and I need to resolve a few issues before I continue with this properly. But today is just a little update to say that I bought some high heels for £7.95, which I think is pretty darned cheap considering they were brand new, on Friday. They arrived today. Great service, well done to Amazon and the Royal Mail. They aren't perfect, have a little tiny scuff on the bottom and at the toe I think but I'm not going to complain about them as they were the last pair and I got them dead cheap. Plus they are mainly just for wearing around the house. They are sort of a blue suedey material with a 3 1/4 inch heel for me to practice walking in. Below is a pic but there will be many more pics to come I hope :)

I really like them and I'm sure over time I will grow to love wearing heels as they do feel pretty sexy to wear hehe. Also Mum got me some base coat nail polish so I can put that on tomorrow and do all my nails so that I can has sexy nails! Woot woot that's the sound of the polish! :P (yes that is a terrible pun I know :P) I hope you are having fun and I'll try to post more soon :)

New Arrivals but not enough depatures!

Ok the past 2 days have been a little mixed. Yesterday started off really nicely because my new tights were delivered which was awesome. In a parcel bag that was far too big for them hehe. I have tried on a pair and they are a little bit short but fit nicely enough. I'm saving them for after tomorrows events which I shall get into a little bit later. I had a shower and then epilated some more. It does hurt quite a bit, although I have found that singing while you do it helps. Takes your mind off it just a tiny bit while you rip all the hairs from your precious body. I have also found that just going slow and smooth is the best way. Don't go back and forward, up and down, round and around. Just slowly keep going alllllll the way down your leg. I did this method and it worked really nicely up to the point where I had to stop midway through doing my left shin because my hair dresser was about to turn up to cut my hair. I had taken too long over it by being a bit of a sissy and doing it wrong. But now I know that you just plow on through and you get the best results it will take a lot less time, woohoo! My hair dresser cut the absoulte minimum off my hair too really while giving it  a much better shape. I think I have quite a bit to work with so hopefully I will be able to take some sexy pics when I finally get some make up!

This morning I received my new thongs, again in a parcel bag far too big for them. I'm wearing one of them right now. Tis pretty comfy and quite roomy, I'm going to try on the larger size later too and see which I prefer. Unfortunately they don't seem to be selling them anymore, I'm really glad I made the most of the deal though. £4.80 for 10 thongs is pretty darned good! Really helps me replace my yucky man underwear with slightly nicer budget ladies undies hehe. Over time I hope to add more and more undies to my collection obviously so that I can get some silky ones or satiny ones. It does just feel nice and exciting though to know that I can wear underwear designed for women every day week in week out now though :)

Tomorrow is another shower and then more epilating but also I think I'm going to cook up some sugar wax and use that on my right leg instead. So then I can have a complete comparison between the two methods. I have all the stuffs for it I think and have been looking at recipes. I'll make sure to post the results on here and well as the method. I'm really hoping it works well because I want to finally be entirely bare, smooth and soft to the touch, rather than how my left leg is now which is half hair in a really awkward pattern! It looks really weird and I can't think of a decent explanation for it other than the truth, not that anyone would see and ask. So far this year has gone pretty well for my feminisation, lets see just how deep this rabbit hole goes though.

New undies on their way :)

So Santa didn't really do his job thoroughly enough and give me a shit tonne of money or lots of new sexy clothes and accessories. I did get a lil christmas money though which I am very gradually spending and trying to stretch as far as I can. So this evening I decided what would be a nice idea would be to try and replace all of my male underwear with womens. Unfortunately after a little investigation I found out that if I wanted really nice undies I would have to spend pretty much all my moneys in order to be constantly pantied in the sexiest things. Which is understandable really as it is worth doing I think. Feeling sexy is a really wonderful thing. So instead I decided to try out a very cheap multipack from the wonderful debenhams and see if the thongs they do are actually comfortable enough for me to wear every day all the time. I'm really hoping that they are because I have 10 of them on the way so I should be set hehe. This also means that any new underwear I get can be worn for special times or when I finally get to go out on a date or something. I have that delivery to look forward to now which is great, my other kinky one came today and I'm really happy with that hehe.

I got 3 pairs of tights too just because I don't have any and would love to be wearing tights everyday now especially as it is so cold. After this weekend they will be incredibly useful too as they will help keep my (hopefully) incredibly hairless legs warm so that I can go out and enjoy myself. I also have my eye on some high heels on amazon but I'm not sure if I trust the sizing on there and whether to get them or not. I could always send them back but hmmm. Food for thought. My Mum gave me a lovely nail care set before she went to sleep tonight which I am really grateful for and will be using in a moment to do my toe nails so that I can paint them while I watch 30 rock, which is awesome by the way! I hope you all have had a fantastic week and wonderful plans for the weekend xx

An excitingly hairless weekend ahead!

My body hair is actually starting to annoy me just by being there which is surely a sign that different things are going in my head hehe. But this weekend all of it will be removed :) I have got my shins, chest and armpits to take care of. The only hair on my body from the nexk down will be the love heart that's going to be trimmed delicately into my love rug hehe. But to make things more interesting I am going to try out this sugar waxing recipe that has been very lovingly presented to me on FetLife on my right leg and epilating the rest to see the difference between the two. I'm hoping that the waxing isn't too painful and I think I will be able to handle it. So soon I will be entirely bare apart from a lil dainty heart, tis hard to be manly with that kinda body hehe! But tomorrow will be fun because I am going to be shaping and painting my nails again hopefully as well as recording a voice over for my latest vid which will be going up on my kinky blog soon :) My finger nails are getting to the point where they are actually TOO long I think so I'm going to trim them down a little bit after taking some pics and then shape them so they all match and then maybe if I am feeling really bold I might just paint them, but I will probably save that until maybe the weekend too. I am still yet to tell my best friend about all this but I will do very soon so that he can help me create the ultimate in feminization diets and workout routines. Should be a very femme week with my lil delivery coming too, I hope you all have fun and make the most of this new year :)

Epilated and now I'm bobbly

I epilated my thighs on Tuesday and my left foot because I wanted to test it on a couple of areas. Apparently you should in order to make sure that your skin isn't too sensitive for it. It works really nicely but it is a little painful. If you are really sensitive to pain and don't like it then epilating really isn't for you I don't think. Although I'm sure you could have some pain killers and get through it just fine. I was expecting it to be a lot more painful than it was actually but it still stang like a thousand little bees. The best idea though is to epilate an area lightly for just a moment and then stop. Then go back to it a minute or two later and it should be less painful. I think your endorphins kick in and stop the pain or something. If you want to make the session a bit more kinky you could probably spank yourself quite roughly and then be completely fine with it. Just don't spank while you do it because you may end up slipping and doing yourself some damage! Hehe!

My legs are a bit bobbly at the moment though and were fairly red yesterday but they bobbles are mostly going down. Apparently this is a natural reaction to the first time you epilate and can happen the first few times you do it. So I am going to exfoliate using the special brush they have given me in just a minute in order to keep my skin clean and lower the risk of in growns. Tomorrow I may epilate some more of my legs or somewhere else if my thighs have calmed down a bit. If you have had any experience epilating then please feel free to e-mail me or leave a comment below, I always love to hear from my readers :) Have fun and stay hairless hehe!